The Girl Who Overcome

So last Friday (July 19,2019), it was our cell group time I was thinking what could my wall be, because that was our cell leader ask us to share, and actually I can’t think of any so since I’ll be the last I want to here their answers and maybe I could get one. So their answers are:

1. Reconciliation

- yep, I’ve been there but one thing I’ve learn yes, it does hurt A LOT but then let both parties heal and cool down a little and rely it to the Lord and let Him do healing in our hearts and in His perfect time everything will be back to normal.

2. Fear

- I was once a girl who has lots of fears which includes heights, ghost and anything that could scare a normal girl yet, I choose to face all my fears and here I am now stronger and braver. And yes I also fear failures yet God told me that failures are blessings in so many ways and now I don’t fear them.

3. Rejection

- half of my life I’ve been rejected by people because of how I look, and I know how much it hurts not to be included in their choices, yet here I am trying new things and offering everything I can to serve the Lord. Yes people will reject me, yet my eyes are focused on Him and my goal is to please the Lord and not the people around me

4. Look down on myself or doubting myself

- I did that for maybe gazillion times. I mean half of my life I’ve been rejected by people of course you’ll think that you are never enough and you will never be enough. Yet God told me:

“my child those are lies from the enemy, the enemy won’t attack you if you are not precious after all a robber won’t rob a place without a treasure on it”

5. Identity

- There was a time when I was so confuse of who am I really, what’s my purpose? What are my reason to live? Cause there was a point where I actually depend my identity on someone and when that person left me I was lost, then God came and told me:

“my child your identity is in me, seek me and you will find not just me but also your true identity”

Looking back I had really a tough life, imagine those 5 things attacking you at the same time, yet I overcome just as Joshua and the Israelites conquered the Wall of Jericho and the Jericho city.

If I have overcome such chaos, who could stop me now? If God helped me through those trials, why would I doubt Him to help me conquer more?

Truly every pain has a purpose. And that is to mold you greater and to make you stronger. Just like the athletes who trains. Trainings are tiring and definitely hard but then athletes never quit, because they know it is for their own good so that they can win games and be the champions of the league. And I am ready to win games and be a champion.