A Story That Must Not Be Told

So there has been a story happening in my life that I badly want to share and I badly want people to hear about it, yet those days that I have a chance to tell my story the universe just find its own way to stop me from spilling the tea. And it was hard.

This story caused me a lot of pain, and you all know the drill. When something breaks your heart you tell people, because aside from you want to release all the pain sometimes you just want to talk to someone who can understand you. Maybe I am talking for myself, but the universe just didn’t allow me to do that.

Honestly it breaks my heart even more; just the fact that I will be keeping all the pain and the story for myself is more painful than him breaking my heart. I keep asking myself why I am so obsessed of telling this story to everyone. Simple

To me our story was unique, it was an unexpected story that though people around us observe something unusual when we are together, but what they have observe is just 1% of the story because there was more to it. It was a story with lots of mystery because I myself who was part of the story was also investigating and solving puzzles in my head.

Honestly I want the world to know how much pain this story have caused me, I want the universe to hear ho confused I am, how happy I was, how this story went and how everything vanished in just a short time. I was actually wondering why does the universe keeps on stopping me whenever I want to tell this story, well it taught me something, and that is

“NOT everyone DESERVES to KNOW your STORY, and NOT every STORY deserves to be TOLD”

And ours was one of it.